GoodByes (or Bad Byes, rather)

I hate it when people leave. Especially people I care about, because whether you mean to or not, as soon as you care about someone or something, you save a small (or large, depending on the care factor; patent pending) place in your heart for them. When they leave (and they will, as people always leave), it leaves a hole in your heart. Thats my theory, anyways. I find it near impossible to love someone who isn't there, which is why long distance relationships are usually doomed from the moment the one person boards the plane. I dont think you will stop loving that person, I just feel that the absence of that person leaves a void thats really tough to fill. When my friend Jeff died, it left a whole so big, it still hasnt been filled up yet. And now, Seqouia is leaving for Las Vegas (although, by the time this post goes up, there's a good chance she could already be gone.) On account of whats happened in the past week (which I'd rather not get into) it's rather understandable, I just hate the fact that it's happening. It's so out of what I expected how this week would end, I just want to wake up and find out the WHOLE week never happened. But oh well. Like I said, people leave. This week was a busy one, and at the very least, on the music side, things were pretty good. Flamboyant and I redid some of his songs, doing a bang up job, I might add. Chase still need to add a middle verse on DIGITS, along with some choruses that need filling out, but other than that, we're very close to the completion of the album.

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Nickasaur has been doing pretty good on recording himself. He drops me a line every other day, sends me some songs, and then I master them. I've been talking to him about using the Fanboyz itunes account to sell his songs, and he sounds game, so thats great.



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Chris (aka Nonsenze, and the dork geniuz, to some) made a new song, and its great. The bad news is, hes real private and he doesnt want me to post it up, so if you want to hear it, and you have a quarterlife or myspace, and you just so happen to have his quarterlife and/or myspace, flood his page with the request of a song called "Who U laughin at" and you will not regret it ( I dont think.) his myspace is right here, his QL is here.

as for me, im just writing new songs for my A Makeshift Romantic outfit, as well as songs for my hiphop album, but, I may or may not post them, so.... yea. Hopefully, a better week tommorrow.